Eagles

Right. Friday late night and I just finish covering Sequences & Series
for Engineering Maths I...after an hour of distressing by gaming.
Not as worst as I imagined. All thanks to PatrickJMT of YouTube.
He deserves a Noble Prize. Seriously.

Lifesaver!

Well, what's up for me?
FINALS NEXT WEEK.
STUDY WEEK COMING TO AN END.
FORCED TO SKIP KONG LEAN & JURVENA'S WEDDING (Congrats :))
JUST TO STICK TO MY STUDY SCHEDULE WHICH I APPARENTLY
IS LAGGING BEHIND BY A BIT. *SIGHHHH*

At this point, I questioned myself why I picked engineering in
the first place. I never liked maths...failed every single Add Maths paper
back in secondary school except for SPM which amazed me that I got an A-
and here I am...dealing with my nemesis which has become more complicated than before.

*Boom! Headshot*

Pretty stressed up and tired this week. So worried about everything.
Not the best method but worrying drives me to push myself to do more.
And I often find myself wrestling everything by myself again. *sigh*
When will I ever learn to trust God fully and just be like Israel (Jacob) clinging to Him.

Despite the burnout, God spoke and comforted me through His Word.
Was reading the BTGC prayer list email that Pei Ling sent.
And at the bottom of the mail (where the email signature is
and usually I don't bother about it but this time I did) there's
a Bible verse. Taken from Isaiah 40:30-31

"Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall,
But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength,
They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint."

For man's strength will fail and cannot compare to God's and
those who trust in Him, He shall nourish their strength.
Such a comforting thought...continue to trust in Him I will :)

It's almost 4 am now and I still got tonnes to write but this will
have to do for now. Another long day tomorrow.
More maths, more equations, much more coding to do.